This is what I have known but not realized. This is what I’m feeling. I want to be wrecked over a counter.
I want to be forced to drop the pretense.
I have something on offer that cannot be given. It can only ever be taken, by someone who wants it. It is unnameable desire. It burns.
Principled beast, whoever you are, you are right. I am built very differently. Unravel me.